That was what I was feeling when I woke up this morning.�That happens to me very often every time Iapos;m away for too long... I just do not feel "home" that soon, need time to acclimatised myself. Stayed home throughout the day, and was feeling rather lethargic but did force myself to hit the gym at the end.
I realised that I often say things that I do not mean. Like yesterday when I told Messing he could stay longer in Manila with his friends in December. Probably I should not have said that. But why�shouldnapos;t I? Well this is the insecurity creeping in again. Itapos;s so hard to deal with it�when my mind is often suspicious.�Shouldnapos;t�I trust him whole-heartedly, especially�since this is the�third time around?�I�donapos;t know...
Then you left some comments on some photos... I told him he could leave any comments or add anyone to his friend-list without caring too much of how I would feel anymore. He keeps reassuring me there are just his friends and Iapos;m his man. But doesnapos;t�friendship�often blossom to more, especially when the person used to be an ex? Give him the benefit of the doubt, not all guys are crocodiles, surely there are some good ones out there.
As mentioned before, I get into this relationship with Messing (again) with a better perspective. I should be taking it a day at a time. I do not wish to think too far ahead as that just cause too much headaches and worries. I do have other things to worry about, and I should start prioritising what my needs are and how to get them. I have always been very positive to others and very direct with my views when required, so it is time to toughen-up and listen to my own advices instead. I need to be in control with my emotions, I will see things clearly when we have a clear mind and not to be colluded with othe negative thoughts... Things will work out when we least expected.
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